Blog 15: Have You Ever

... felt like you didn't know exactly what you wanted to do or be in the future? I often feel that way. The thought of college life and getting more education isn't really on my mind, though it should be. I haven't stressed about college or what I plan to do after High School. I'm more relaxed about my future. This must be a bad thing. People think that at this age you must pick a career or aspiration and fulfill it. But I haven't chosen one. As a child I wanted to be a fashion designer or a model. But society tells me to get a high paying job that is more realistic, so I threw that dream away. It's hard to think about my future because I live for today not for tomorrow, next week, next month, or the years to come. I take life day by day. Whatever happens, happens. Maybe i'm just lazy, but in all honesty I can't see myself doing anything in the future, not because I plan on doing nothing, but because I honestly don't know what my future holds. Let's just pray i'm not homeless.